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Reshma Valliappan aka Val Resh is the founder-director of The Red Door® that has been using creativity to redefine mental ill health and other disorders since 2011. Val is also the protagonist of an award winning documentary 'A Drop of Sunshine' based on her living with schizophrenia without medications. Author of her memoir 'Fallen, Standing; My Life as a Schizophrenist', Val's artwork and articles are published in many journals, textbooks and covers. She has been featured in countless magazines, newspapers, television channels, interviews, and spoken at many platforms globally.

Resh is also an Ashoka and Ink Fellow, recognized for her innovative work through The Red Door as it was the first Indian organization to have advocated for "Counterpower: Creative as the counter-response to violence" at the 14th session of the UN Committee on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities in 2015.

She currently works as an educator - intervention specialist closely with community schools to empower boys and girls through sex-gender education, enabling them in channelizing their aggression through creative processes. The program 'Peaceful Warrior Changemakers' is being taught by her at two Akanksha Foundation schools. Her work has been recognized by many national and international organizations.  


However, she refers to herself as an 'Alien-vampire sent to earth to redefine madness through having lived with Reye's syndrome, paranoid schizophrenia, sleep disorders and scar epilepsy following a brain tumour without medications. Humans require names and labels and so the above bio of importance is necessary. Her alter ego is SKii the mime, who plans on taking over the world - a hundred at time through silence.


Val also paints extensively, when she is not being an activist or an educator. Her routine does include a lot of time alone with her cats and nature, meditation and esoteric practices that she only discloses through her art and writing. She also provides counselling to individuals and care-givers seeking some respite in dealing with schizophrenia. . There are other things Val does, of which she herself might not know of. In short, she spends her free time by annoying ghosts and talking to her imaginary friends. 

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I hear voices, because I am a good listener.
What about YOU?

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Mental Health Speaker Reshma Valliappan

TEDx Shiv Nadar University, 2018
"Madness, the world got it wrong"

ChaT Youth Summit Jaipur, 2016
"Life: normal or mad"

Mindscape 2014, Mumbai

Keynote address
 9th Hearing Voices Congress 2017, Boston
"East meets West"

TEDx Christ University, 2016
"What can life teach you?"

World Schizophrenia Day, QUINT

PLEASE give VAL at least a month notice in advance OR minimum 2 weeks for online talks.

Apart from other commitments, RESH does get pressured with last minute notices, much like any other human would.

After all, Resh also does have a mind that splits, and it takes time for her to work with it, since it's a job done alone.

As a speaker Resh is known to debunk the cultural and societal constructions of madness with wit, humour and courage. She isn't afraid to be politically incorrect while challenging the norms of the medical, religious, spiritual, patriarchal, and Western narrative itself.

Having researched extensively in the history of mental illness, she raises the standards of madness itself, leaving her audience often shocked, dumbfounded, challenged, uncomfortable, inspired, moved, encouraged and more often in deep thought of what truly is madness.
Living without medications for schizophrenia, scar epilepsy, sleep disorders and a range of issues, she sheds a different light about illnesses and advocates for a shift in the way suffering is understood and lived. 

Why do I call myself the Schizophrenist?

I practice Schizophrenistry — the art of turning multiple realities into words, pictures, and actions without any social constraints to enable those with lesser realities an access into mine.’ (re-quoted from Todd Murphy)

as featured for SKIN STORIES, Point Of View 

Women living with schizophrenia
#SOSShow with Suchita Bhhatia